Bothers blow away in the breezes *

`` Joycelyn
`` 30th June 1989
`` 19
`` my_elmo89@hotmail.com
`` Singapore Polytechnic - DLA
`` Community Service and Cultural Club
`` Church Of the Good Shepherd-Youth Explorer

`` NDP'04 Combine Schools Choir
`` Overseas Trips
`` QSS 402'05
`` CAMPS!

" When I went for something, which seemed IMPOSSIBLE to others, they called me CRAZY. But now, when I have made it possible, they call it HISTORY."

I lift my eyes to the hills-where does my help come from?
My help come from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.
he will not let your foot slip-he who watch over you will not slumber;
indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.
the LORD watches over you-the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night.
The LORD will keep you from all harm-he will watch over your life;
the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore
Psalm 121

"Life is no brief candle to me. It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got a hold of for the moment, and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations."
George Bernard Shaw: Leader Quotes

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18 December 2009

today was one of the worst practice ever. felt really useless and really cannot make it. like some useless non-independent shit. i really dont know felt like quitting at times but i kinda like what i'm doing. i really wanna know what i'm good at but apprently whenever i try smth new, i end up the worst :S prob i didnt put in effort and stuff. super emo shit now. i really really want this christmas to be good and be heard. damn. I WANNA BE HEARDDDD! but it's not like i'm fantasic and stuff. i dont know. screwwww. prob i really dont have the talent. i really really cannot be independent. i'm really upsad. they prob wont need me too. aiya whatever lah.

and it's less than 8 days to christmas, i haven do my christmas shopping yet nth is done, leaving for genting in one day's time. no time!!! i'm really screwed. and haven make my IC and other CARDS damn the person who stole it. freak idiot. damn. and i just finished exams.

and byeee. it was fun ytd didn't felt like that before.
i really wanna enjoy my holidays.

25 October 2009

yess lots of moss and fungus AGAIN! if not then it's decaying HAHAH

anyways its the week TEN of school! my can u imagine how fast time passes? and didn't even update this decaying blog = no time! school took up most of my time minus the time for me to sleep.
school is really crazy CRAZY! test or quiz every single week i'm dying. weekends are filled with lots of revisions plus writing all the stupid essays. tell u, english took up most of my time and the teacher is not nice either. but think she's quite lenient when it comes to marking our midterms coz like 'joycelyn got a B for her essay'! that never happen to me ever before.
come home everyday, take a nap then start to mug again its been like this for weeks! i can't wait for school to be over. and damn the school, i can't even go for youth camp plus not even church camp next year. saddd, going for camp is my greatest joy, but maybe God's punishing me for going too many camps in SP.

ohh btw I PASSED MY DRIVING PRACTICAL! like finally i won't be going back to the stinking BBDC where they like to suck up everyones money. haven been driving yet, firstly, dad's scared coz he once let me try out driving down carpark and i can't adapt to the auto car, secondly, no time, he said will let me practice and just used to the car first but both of us can't find the time, i guess i have to wait till my exams end. which is like 15 DECEMBER that's damn long. siannnn

and i'm going GENTING. from japan to genting. but anyway i didn't put too much hope that they will go japan. anyway it's gonna to be cold so i guess it's fine?

and i did smth it was a great experience and wanna do it again! still got one more to go. heeee

alrights got to go church:D at least weekends are filled with going church, if not mugging will be super boring. that's why i look forward to church every weekends.

i'll update but dunno when. :D

11 August 2009

i guess there's lots of moss and fungus growing here.

life's been pretty much the same ever since i stop working. but i miss the people there at BBHQ hahahah they know i miss them even though i didn't say. so what i've learnt is what makes an office environment lively and confortable is the company of friends like although our age varies(okay not a lot) theres still so much laughter here and there. :D i don't think i would wanna go back there and work because of the pay but i guess it wouldn't harm going back as a volunteer

and so the other day i was thinking it's really not easy being the only christian in the family not only do u have the courage, having to accept critisim, balancing between family time, no one to encourage u on in ur spiritual life accept thru friends. i guess i've kind of neglected my time during the weekends with like my granny, i wanna treasure her before everything's too late. i still got lots in mind but all i have to say is that it's really not easy, if u know what i meant.

i'm starting school on the 31 august! orientation on the 25august, i can't wait to go home on that day ahahah coz we will be going sentosa and play all those stupid bonding games like what we did to those freshies in SP. it's not fun being a freshie again! zzz okayy but i can't wait to start studying again(: thank God for the chance! and i'm determined to study hard and not to let my parents down again and to spend their money correctly. this is so by not joining any CCA in SIM hahah but life will be kinda boring without CCA though. and yepp i'm doing Sociology hopefully this is the right course. i dunno why but this year in particular or rather the start of my final year in SP, i can't really accept failures like how i managed them before, the water pipe will just burst on the spot.

theres so many to-do list before i start school: paint my room, get some stuff from ikea to decorate the room, pack my cupboard, throw away unwanted clothes, develop photos(eversince 2007/8),these are the main ones, minor ones like get new stationaries coz if u know for 3 years, my pencilcase is filled with drawing pens, so i need to change them to writing pens ahahah.

oh and Happy National Day! watching NDP always reminds me of the year we performed NDP'04 it's so long ago! if given another chance i would do it again:D it's just a great joy and experience doing it although the saturday practices are tiring but the end product is really worth all our hard work YAYS

some of the recent events:

Zi Yan's Hair for Hope

402'05 BBQ they are still my great bunch of friends

the day melly went away i still miss ur hugs!

SYC's leg breaking night cycling

Yi Wen and Yin Zi on my Bday

the great princesses all standing at above 1.64m

that's my lil ethan's 1st Birthday look at how much he has grown

Friendship maintainence = time and patience

01 July 2009

HAPPY TWENTY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
i can't believe this day came and went by so fast!
but i felt really blessed from the people around me(:
THANKS to all who wish me, be it in FACEBOOK, SMS, MSN, BY MOUTH! ahahahah
THANKS CSCC for the celebration on friday and also the present!
THANKS to YI WEN and YIN ZI for the dinner on monday:D
THANKS BB HQ for the celebration today hahahahah with the cake and card! so cool right the whole office celebrated for me(:
THANKS MEL for the shopping done today HAHAh
THANKS to my FAMILY for the dinner tonight :D
THANKS to SHI HUI and SITI for the oh-so-last-minute meetup at like 930pm! ahaha enjoyed the music at Timbre:D

the little girl who was born in 1989 has alrdy grown up and that she have to move on with life, stop complaining and move forward, be strong to face all challenges and to give her best in studies((:

i really had a blessed birthday:D the joy of the Lord is my strength!

18 June 2009

I'm back from a QUYET-ky country and had a QUYET-ky great time there! it was an awesome getaway :D although the place was damn HOT AND HUMID! had an awesome time with the lau kok kok aunties and the other two quyets. HAHHA shall do a proper update during the weekends(:

had this withdrawal symptom or whatever it's called, i really don't feel like going back to work and dread it. man! and my other church friends are in bintan now boo.. i'm still stuck here.

okay but anyway i got into SIM! :D they sent me the acceptance letter the day before i go for my trip! was SUPER RELIEVED! but i really want NIE to accept me. at least i have a goal now(:

and i'm turning twenty soon in less than two weeks. no more ones now.

02 June 2009

life's such a failure, wonder when will it become smooth. was really disappointed and angry with myself. damn it. and people tend to compare.

and on the other hand, I just graduated from Singapore Polytechnic on 28th May 2009.
still waiting hopefully the wait will be over soon. don't wanna be in this mental torture for long. it's really crazy. and please be more encouraging. thanks.

and i'm going to be in vietnam this coming sunday to the next one. 7th june - 14 june09
can't wait to go there and also to watch movies on the plane.

and i guess sometimes talking to friends and laughing ur head off can be a really nice way to cool urself down. (:
ohh i didn't know i choose the same colour as my previous post, maybe that's the emo colour.

17 May 2009

This is the worst period ever in my life. I feel so lousy. I don't know how long more i can cope with this. and it will never fail go pass my thoughts everyday. I really don't know. I guess the last time i ever felt really happy was during last year's christmas period although i lack of sleep but it was an awesome time. coz there wasn't any bloody pimple!
and as for work i really think that the pay doesn't telly with the amount of work i'm doing and now with that receptionist going to be gone soon and i'm going to take over her and why is my bloody pay still like so little without CPF SOMEMORE!! damn. she's doing the same as what i'll be doing after she's gone but at least her pay would be like a $1000+ with leave and stuff and sometimes i'm wondering why do i work so hard for that amount of money given.! SICK. i rather i have that virus thing that's going on around the world